[egregiousblunder]

you get that you really need to learn to handload,,,,,,,,,,,,

This right here. You won't find it hardly anywhere and if you do it's third party manufactured mostly so who knows what you are getting. You are best learning to form your own brass and load it yourself. Also like the others have stated, take a bore scope and light and really look at it good. They are certainly fun if you get a good one and hand load though.

 

[egregiousblunder]

Now you need some dies, brass, and all the fixings. I strongly suggest you learn to roll your own. You will be much happier shooting it.