I know that I can't afford to go out and just buy what ever I want, I accept it. I do periodically stop and just look in case some unheard of opportunity arises, and I usually have no problem looking then walking out. I know what I want, I've been looking for a project gun that I can get cheap then overhaul it myself. I'm sure that I could work out a trade when I find one. I'd ultimately like a 1984C because I already cast for and reload tons of .38's and .357's. Today I found what I've been looking for except it is a .44 mag. It was so hard to hand him that gun back and leave. I need to hit the lottery.