Been there many times myself. In my case I brought most my problems upon myself. Other cases, we have no idea what the Lord has in plan for us. However, in any case....the Lord has a plan for us. I will pray for you. On a side note, I'm going through some difficult times myself. I know it doesn't make your problem any better or less important. Just trying to say that your hurting is not alone in this world. Don't know if I made much sense in that statement, but you are truly in my prayers.
Therefore, since we have been justified through faith, we have peace with God through our Lord Jesus Christ, through whom we have gained access by faith into this grace in which we now stand. And we boast in the hope of the glory of God. Not only so, but we also glory in our sufferings, because we know that suffering produces perseverance; perseverance, character; and character, hope. And hope does not put us to shame, because God’s love has been poured out into our hearts through the Holy Spirit, who has been given to us.