I know what you mean, if I kicked today, the total chaos my wife and family will go through in the shop alone would be formidable! Let alone the dealing with my Guns! My kids were never gun nuts like me, heck they thought I was weird! Your doing the correct things, as we set now, life’s to short, I sure would have liked to have meet you! But I do have a part of you in the AA! Good luck Brother!